When you said....

You entered my life when I least needed you,
A void is all that remains, now that you're gone.
There was no sadness, no anger, no emotions,
Only a blank mind and an outburst of tears,
When you said, "Let's end it all!"

How did we get to where we were when it ended,
How did we become BFFs from pure strangers,
Alas! My bad! It did not, could not last forever,
I still look back and wonder what went wrong,
When you said, "Let's end it all!"

The pain of nostalgia is too much to bear,
You were always the angel sent from above,
As my friend and sister, approved to be the best.
Did ya forget it all? Where was your conscience,
When you said, "Let's end it all!"

There's a deep regret over what I did and said,
But it all seemed justified to me back then,
Please accept my apology, we'll be ourselves,
'cos I don't want to relive that moment
When you said, "Let's end it all!"

P.S. I DONT Love You

How I had admired you even before seeing you
For your achievements were so many, not few
Then "Jab we met", you became my inspiration
A fool I was to later make you my aspiration.

I knew what I was feeling was impossible and wrong
For I had fixed my mind on waiting for you for lifelong
Only your thoughts were on my mind every single day
Wherever I was, in the bus, on the road or the subway.

So it happened that I forgot about my ambition
A fool I was not to realize it was just an infatuation
My goals moved away from me every second
But, oh my! Wasnt I still strongly beckoned.

But soon enough, thankfully for me, it happened
From my deep sleep I was suddenly awakened.
All my good friends deserve this acknowledgment
Who helped me correcting my wrong judgment.

I am now strong enough to look into your eyes
The ones that had captured me, the ones so wise
My life will now need a new colour value and hue
As I write this with relief "P.S. I DONT Love You."