P.S. I DONT Love You

How I had admired you even before seeing you
For your achievements were so many, not few
Then "Jab we met", you became my inspiration
A fool I was to later make you my aspiration.

I knew what I was feeling was impossible and wrong
For I had fixed my mind on waiting for you for lifelong
Only your thoughts were on my mind every single day
Wherever I was, in the bus, on the road or the subway.

So it happened that I forgot about my ambition
A fool I was not to realize it was just an infatuation
My goals moved away from me every second
But, oh my! Wasnt I still strongly beckoned.

But soon enough, thankfully for me, it happened
From my deep sleep I was suddenly awakened.
All my good friends deserve this acknowledgment
Who helped me correcting my wrong judgment.

I am now strong enough to look into your eyes
The ones that had captured me, the ones so wise
My life will now need a new colour value and hue
As I write this with relief "P.S. I DONT Love You."

You...

Time and tide wait for none.
But I will wait my entire life for you for certain
I have seen so many but none close to you
You have been my inspiration and my guru.

All that I have learnt is because of you
Things I have forgotten about are also for you
Yet you choose to heartlessly ignore me
Assuming I aint serious but just funny.

How much more obvious do I need to be
Or I suppose you have always remained too busy
I have definitely erred at times
But shouldn't I expect you to help me in all my climbs?

I have always heard that nobody's perfect
But let me call it your "absolute" little secret
That you seem to be a perfectionist
In everything you do, a great artist.

What do you get by seeing me suffer this way
For in this love, my love, I have no say
Yet if it pleases you then I agree to bear this pain
If you promise me that my wait shall not go in vain.

But do I wish you ever understand my hint
Oh no never ever shall I break it
Even if the circumstances prove to be fit
The candle of my love must always be unlit.

I know you are the one no matter how late
Will keep continuing my wait.
Because time and tide wait for none
But I have my entire life to wait for this one.